11-24-06
Carl, Carl, Carl, Carl, Carl! Such a place does exist but we can not get there from here! Only through conversion to another plane, spiritual, will we enjoy those blessings! Heaven, I'm in Heaven!! Really, I enjoy the imagination of those seeking a reality much improved from the one they deal with in "The daily trudge along!" Nirvana is a real place on earth and can be experienced sober while working the program. My program (AA)gives me many tools to apply moment by moment, day by day! Doing so allows me to live free of guilt, (almost) shame, sorrow, fear,anxiety and the other deadly sins the book talks about! My precious wife of 20 years was married 19 years to a medical drug addict (and is a certified 10th degree Black Belt Alanon!) I loath the day i took her to her first meeting!Ha Ha Ha! Kidding! Recovery is what we make it! We are responsible to do the work. God will add the increase. Detachment is a skill nearly impossible to apply 100% of the time. Recovery as I understand it has nothing to do with what I think or feel! My recovery is represented only by what I do! Action! Recovery is action! Go to meetings! Call your sponsor! Get on the answering service available 24/7/365! """Call me! Don't be afraid you can call me, don't hesitate, you can call me! Call me and I'll be around! This is an Old song lyrics with melody playing!" I hope you can hear it too! Now get to it! Good Health and Be Blessed! Mr. Denny Goodpenny www.acureforaddiction.com